Painting images with palettes of vocabulary


A Speech on the Once-Mighty Power of the Word
By Ariel E.G. Ponce ©


President of the University, Board of Directors, Friends, Ladies and Gentlemen:

Computers! That suddenly important piece of equipment that we seem to no longer be able to live without, has changed not just the way we live but the way we’ve expressed ourselves. Yes, life as we once knew it has changed! Today we brave freezing Antarctic conditions and the burning sands of the Sahara, climb oxygen-starved summits of the Himalayas, walk in strange landscapes of far-off Mars and all these while remaining within the confines of our air-conditioned rooms. With almost the speed of thought, we’ve given a whole new meaning to the word “connected,” and spared the mailman his near-masochistic trips through snow, sleet and hail to deliver our mail. Yes, life has indeed changed!

Unfortunately, this high degree of visual impact has not only affected our ability to dream, but our ability to express ourselves as well. The axiom, “a picture paints a thousand words” has not only become the byword of this “e-generation” but it has surpassed every achievable capability that words can ever express. How truly heartbreaking… Why bother with books when one can see the whole thing in actual images complete with “killer” sounds and fantastic effects to begin with? Alas, books have gone the way of the dinosaurs… extinct and fit only for museums. With every child who clicks rather than turns pages we have buried Dr. Seuss and his amazingly created creatures into the abyss and with every youth that shoots his virtual assassins to fine dust we have waylaid more than a thousand years of knowledge from that military genius Sun Tzu and his immortal Art of War.

Words have indeed lost their once lofty position as the main source of information and knowledge. Now technologies like “bluetooth”, “shareware”, “WIFI” and “infrared” have replaced dog-ears and library cards as the only ways to get information. In the meantime, the youth have lost touch with the beauty of written words. Of how poignant the love letters of Robert Browning to his beloved Elizabeth Barrett were, of how majestic the grandeur of Tolkien’s Middle-Earth was or of how tragically we lost the innocence of the Little Prince! Likened to descriptive paintings, words create colorful vistas of entertainment while nourishing the ability of the mind to imagine worlds like Burrough’s Barsoom and Pelucidar or of C.S. Lewis’ Narnia. And felt fear and terror with every “nevermore” that proceedeth from the “Raven’s” beak or made us jump with every sound that reminded us of Stephen King’s nightmarish creations. We swam in the deep blue vastness of Jules Verne’s oceans while imagining futuristic possibilities penned by Asimov. Are we then seeing the end of these immortalized written words? And have we in turn traded it all in for the cold lifeless void of the web and videogames?

I firmly believe that we are now standing at the crossroads of a major literary upheaval. While some may insist on the possibilities of a future rife with a paperless agenda, the reality is this: that the written word is here to stay. We shall not at any time soon be like some Hitlerian critic and burn books unfit for an age of cybernetic realities. Nor will we forgo the warm pages of a book for the drab blinding glare of a monitor. I think not! Does this not then leave one to call to mind, in eerie recollection, Uncle Ben’s words to his nephew Peter Parker a.k.a. Spiderman? That “with great powers,” he states, “come great responsibilities!” Each and every one of us present in this room right now are all responsible for allowing the power of words to gain once again their rightful place in the history of man. We are all long lost brothers in the struggle to reaffirm the ability of words to fill our lives with magic and possibilities. We all believe with all that is within us that the written word is here to stay! By the simple nod from you, my dear listeners, you have affirmed the course which we have chosen to take. The word is here right now to fill our lives with joy, hope, expectancy and vision of a future shaped by the colorful palette of letters within the brilliant canvases of the mind.

Let us all join hands then, my friends and colleagues, in proclaiming to the world that the word is still very much ALIVE: moving hearts, minds and souls to a glorious future bright with infinite possibilities. ©

Thank you and good reading!


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THE SYNERGISTIC USE OF ART IN CURRICULUM

ART IN EDUCATION:
A LECTURE/WORKSHOP ON THE SYNERGISTIC USE OF ART IN CURRICULUM
Given to the Participants of the Association of National-Plus Schools’
Annual Teachers’ Conference for Primary and Secondary Teachers
Saturday, 16 February 2008, 9 am – 4 pm
Sekolah Global Jaya
Jl. Raya Jombang Pondok Aren
Sektor IX, Bintaro Jaya Tangerang 152244
Jakarta, Indonesia
By Ariel E.G. Ponce ©



“The whole is greater than the sum of its parts”
- Stephen R. Covey
The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People

“A creative problem requires a creative solution.”
- A.E.G. Ponce
Lectures in Layout Classes

ART AND EDUCATION
“In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth…” what a great opening line! From nothing everything… Could there ever be a greater display of artistry than this. Allow me to elaborate: When people make artworks it is merely an extension of his environment, that is why we have terms like utilitarianism or art which is an extension of its use, metaphorical, which is art that has another deeper meaning from that which we are seeing, or realistic, which pertains to replicating exactly what we see. But for all the technical jargon that art has come up with nowadays, artists are doing nothing more than copying or basing their works from the original. Oh sure, one can interpret art in one’s own way, but the basis is still the same… the Creator’s original artwork. Now allow me to take that point one step further, because when the Great Creator made His handiwork He had no basis for anything at all. Nada, zip, zilch, zero, kosong! All He had was a heart for creation and that, ladies and gentlemen, is the mark of a true artist.

Therefore it is a privilege to know that we, having been made in His likeness, are an extension of that artistry. We in our own way are seeds of creativity and artistry just waiting to be born. Now I know that there are some of you here who, to quote our dear Head of School Mr. Dean Marks,“ couldn’t draw a straight line to save his life,” rest assured that each and everyone of us here present has running within his or her veins the creative spirit that originated from the Great and Almighty Artist Himself. So no excuses now! There are indeed levels of skill involved and there are also those fortunate enough to have been born with “silver brushes in their mouths” but then again whether your artistic capabilities are as huge as icebergs or as miniscule as an atom, it is still there dying to come out.

This workshop’s goal then is to allow each and everyone of us to tap into our “creative” and “artistic” sides in order to create our own “masterpieces” so to speak which I am sure everyone still has no idea of at this time. We will eventually find out through the course of this workshop.

THE FOUR ASPECTS OF DESIGN: CREATIVITY DRILLS
Some of you here may be familiar with the four elements of design which are: 1) balance; 2) emphasis; 3) rhythm; and 4) unity. Even the late great Art Theoretician Rudolf Arheim added more to the mix when he added growth, tension, and movement to the mix. I prefer, however, to simplify things. The contribution of industrial design to this is 1) FUNCTION, 2) FORM, 3) TIME and 4) COST. Now I considered this because I felt that in order for one to really come up with a much more practical approach to design and creativity these four must be utilized. And with a largely utilitarian approach that industrial design takes, I believe that these four “elements of industrial design” will fit our academic needs so much more. What is teaching anyway but another tool for effective education!

FUNCTION
Stephen R. Covey in his book “The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People” stated that we should always begin with the end in mind. In design one should always know what one wants to create. Sorry but “getting lucky” is not a preferred option in design. This means that one should always establish the goals or what the end product should be before one builds. If you’re planning to create a chair then what are its functions? Is it to sit on? Does it need to recline? How heavy is its maximum weight capability? Or any other area that needs to be addressed. You need to ask the proper questions.

FORM
“FORM ALWAYS FOLLOWS FUNCTION but not necessarily so” is a very famous line used by one of our facilitators in one of the workshops I attended for industrial design. This meant that whatever functions you have in mind for your design will be what it will generally look. A chair has a back to lean on, knee high so that one merely folds the knees in order to sit and made of specific materials catering to specific weights.

TIME
This answers the basic questions pertaining to duration. How long will it take to build one, how long will it need to last, how long does it take to wait for materials to arrive, how many working days to finish, how much quicker if done with overtime… These are basic questions that will need to be answered if one is to truly make an idea feasible. Time constraints always affect a product’s final outcome.

COST
The reality of funding can never be denied. Whether it will take on a physical rupiah sign or an internal psychological cost, this aspect of design can never be removed from the scenario. How much will it cost to make one? How much physical effort am I willing to put into this project? Who pays for this? In the end the final outcome will always depend on how much we’re all willing to spend or put into it.

THE WORKSHOP PROPER
Utilizing the participants’ preferred subject or expertise, the participants will be divided into groups. Once this is done they will then be given a problem that will allow them to design or redesign a product, in this case THE COMMON BUTTERKNIFE, wherein they can make use of the Four Elements of Industrial Design. They will then be presented to the group and shown how it answers the basic elements of function, form, time and cost. The works will be scrutinized and questioned for effectiveness.

LEARNING TO LET GO: WHY IDEAS WORK BETTER WHEN FORGED IN THE FIRES OF CRITICISM
(After the presentation and interaction, the participants will then shift the presented output to one of the other teams, and work will resume but this time incorporating the corrections and contributions of other participants.)

Perhaps one of the hardest things an artist can do is to let go of his creation. Personal attachments seem to have a tendency of developing over time; the longer one works on something the stronger the tendency is to think it belongs only to you. This then is a designer’s worst nightmare! Because once a piece comes into public display, it comes under public scrutiny. No idea is etched on stone; to become an effective designer, teacher or instructor, one must be willing to let go of an idea, view it from another point of view, recognize flaws and be quick to correct when needed.

APPRENTICESHIP: THE EARLIER, THE BETTER
The great part about teaching kids, I’ve discovered after having taught in both primary and tertiary levels, is that the earlier you catch a problem the easier it is to fix. A paper I once wrote on this subject reflects strongly the reasons why it is essential to equip at an earlier age. And in skill development, the earlier the child is taught, the better he or she gets. Point of mastery comes only if they get to do something far longer than the other kids.

The following are my reflections on skill transfer and development:

1. A DEMO IS BETTER THAN A THOUSAND LECTURES
A professor of mine once said, “Theory pales before practice.” Nothing can be truer especially in the arts. I have personally witnessed this statement prove true time and time again as I demo taught basic to advanced illustration techniques to my students at the tertiary level. This is perhaps one reason why TV art and crafts shows or cooking shows are a big hit among a lot of people; they make stuff easier to make by showing people how to do it. Never disregard the ability of a demo. It works!

2. ART IS MORE PATIENCE THAN SKILL
While some may still consider that Art is a domain best left to the artistic, this is one consideration that I will beg to differ in. I’ve always believed that a patient unskilled man who is willing to learn will always beat the skillful lazy man any day. So it is with our students as well. We need to teach something more than just skill; we need to teach the enthusiasm to learn and the patience to stick to something to the point of mastery. Not only is this feasible in the arts but I believe in all subjects as well.


3. PRACTICE DOES NOT ALWAYS MAKE PERFECT
The old adage that goes, “practice makes perfect,” is so fraught with misconceptions that it is no longer an accepted one, especially in the arts. It doesn’t matter how long one practices on something, if the foundation is bad, then one is merely executing repeatedly a wrong technique. And no amount of practice will ever make it correct. Like I said before, skill transfer and mastery only come if it is started at an earlier age level, but if the foundation is awry then the effort is wasted.


PARADIGM SHIFT: CREATIVITY IS THE KEY
Art in education has always been confused with Arts and Crafts in the classroom. For years, the Arts have been relegated to the position of painting, cut-outs, drawing and coloring projects because for many people art’s sole purpose is nothing more than to improve manual dexterity and fill in slots when there’s nothing else to teach or to “keep idle hands busy”. How totally sad and for an Art Educator like me, totally demeaning! Having been one (an Art Educator that is) for more than 15 years, art for me has taken a deeper meaning other than the study of Canaletto, Da Vinci, Rembrandt, Matisse, Van Gogh, Monet, Manet, Dali, Picasso or even Warhol. For me, art in education has come to mean “art that is firmly entrenched in education,” not pictures of masterpieces on books and walls but of art as a tool for effective education and integration. A synergy, if you will, of creativity and knowledge. A complete use of both hemispheres of the brain, not a drop wasted, every talent and area used!

For hundreds of years, education has remained unchanged. Sure, technology has done wonders in transforming the classroom into a futuristic reality that once can only be seen in sci-fi flicks; but believe me when I tell you that not too many classrooms have escaped the reality of the classroom as this: “one person standing in front of a group of people while lecturing or sometimes writing on a board.” Some will, of course, disagree and say “But I’m using PowerPoint presentations with a digital projector, Mr. Ariel!” or “I teach students in the computer room and each student has one computer each, it’s not the same thing!” And in response allow me to quote Ms. Zsa-Zsa Gabor when she said, “But of cohs they’re the same dahling!” It’s a different type of banana but it’s still a banana nonetheless. No matter how much technology we bring into play, the reality is that they are nothing more than tools. The blackboard has shifted to a white board, a daylight screen, or a computer monitor; the pencil and pen with a mouse and a digital stylus; and libraries with downloaded e-books or images. And no matter how much more gadgets technology will add to the fray, there is truly only one aspect of education that will remain unchanged: THE EDUCATOR.

What then is the role of the educator in the entire process? Allow me to tell you an interesting story…

In 1989, I had the privilege of working in an animation studio. This was before computers handled the bulk of the work. In essence, we dealt with hand-drawn animation. And we did pretty well, if I would say so myself. That is until an Oscar award winning animator showed up at our doorsteps; the man’s name was Bill Kroyer. Some of you may know him as the innovative animator behind the infamous Fritz the Cat and Fern Gully, some of you may be totally clueless of who the guy is. Anyway, he had this weird and unheard of notion of combining hand-drawn and computer-generated images (CGI) for a pilot of an animation series he dubbed, “Computer Warriors.” Our company completed the show, but alas it never went beyond the pilot stage. Some of my colleagues went around saying that it will never happen, that computers will never ever replace the ability of the human artist to interpret emotions or to feel the flow of movement. And that, as they say was that. Unfortunately a few years later, a company by name of Disney started a weird trend by allowing the Beast to dance with Belle in a ballroom that was created by a computer, and suddenly the animation world was never the same again. From a department of more than 150 ink-and-paint employees, the computer allowed the same task to be done by a team of four to six people, from an FX crew of seven to none and from a camera crew of 25 to only 2 (and they never even handle a camera at all). What on earth happened? The animators were right! No machine could ever replace the ability of man to re-interpret movement and emotion, but for all the rest of the labor force, unfortunately it could and eventually did. Today the some of the best computer animators are those that were originally trained as hand-drawn animators and for those who remained faithful to the cause of hand-drawn animation, they are slowly dwindling with the passage of faster hardware and better animation software and their thick-headed refusal to accept the winds of change.

So what is the moral of the story? It is this… That if we as educators persist in the notion that tried and tested methods are enough, then we risk the dangers of stagnancy but worst than that we not only doom our minds to this malady of tunnel-vision education but the minds of our students as well.

The words “paradigm shift” has been bandied and tossed about nonchalantly these past few years, but do we really grasp the whole concept of a shifting or for that matter a paradigm that has already shifted. While the use of the word has gained popularity these past few years, especially in the academe, amazingly it was in 1962 that Thomas Kuhn wrote “The Structure of Scientific Revolution”, and fathered, defined and popularized the concept of "paradigm shift". Kuhn argues that scientific advancement is not evolutionary, but rather is a "series of peaceful interludes punctuated by intellectually violent revolutions", and in those revolutions "one conceptual world view is replaced by another". Think of a Paradigm Shift as a change from one way of thinking to another. It's a revolution, a transformation, a sort of metamorphosis. It just does not happen, but rather it is driven by agents of change.

A paradigm shift is in order then. To submit ourselves to the reality that not only is the world changing but our students as well. Remember when video ping-pong games used to just be played with a rectangular bat and a square ball utilizing only three colors? Well they’ve gone a long way now! Now they have images that rival near realistic images and movements and sound FX and music that can only be described as amazing. This is what we are all competing with. Students that have no qualms about saying the word “Boring!” over and over again because they’d rather be in front of their monitors shooting “aliens,” “soldiers” and “warriors” in their mad dash for over-stimulation. Stimuli have taken on a whole new meaning and unfortunately for us teachers it means only one thing – COMPETITION!

I believe that it is now time to fight fire with fire. That in order for us to be able to compete we need to equip ourselves with the very same tool that spawned these high-stimuli gadgets… CREATIVITY! If there is truly such a thing as “Art in Education” it is this: the use of creativity and imagination to create impacting and effective lessons in class.

WHY? WHY NOT!
After all these, what have we come to understand about Art and Creativity in Education? If we are to truly believe that Art in Education is much more than paints and cut-outs then it’s high time we considered the words of the late great President John Fitzgerald Kennedy when he said:
“Some men see things as they are and ask ‘Why?’ I dream of things that never were and say ‘Why not?’”


A time for change is in order, and the time for change is now. Please use your creativity to create new and diverse vistas of imagination that will challenge our children to new heights; to make the classroom a place of discovery and learning. Because we are creating our very own masterpieces in the form of young malleable minds that will eventually be our future. Teachers, in your classrooms are blank canvases that are awaiting your palette and brushes of creativity to fill them with the beauty that has so inspired each and every one of us: the “masterpieces” that will eventually be our gift to the master and to the world, OUR STUDENTS. ©

REFERENCES

Arnheim, Rudolf. Art and Visual Perception: A Psychology of the Creative Eye, University of California Press, Berkeley and Los Angeles. 1969

BALLARD, Lisa and SIEBERT, Lori. Making A Good Layout. North Light Books, Cincinnati, Ohio, 1992.

COVEY, Stephen R. The 7 Habits of Highly Effective People: Powerful Lessons in Personal Change, A Fireside Book Published by Simon & Schuster, New York copyright 1989.

DESIGN CENTER PHILIPPINES. Lateral Thinking and Creative Block-Busting Techniques, Industrial Design Workshop for Non-Industrial Design Students, 1984.

HOLY BIBLE, The. The New Revised Standard Version, American Bible Society, 1865 Broadway, New York, NY 10023-9980, copyright 1989.

KROYER, Bill. Computer Warriors, Pilot for an Animated Series. Produced by Bill Kroyers Studios, Inc., production work contributed by Island Animation, Incorporated, Philippines, circa 1990.

MCLUHAN, H. Marshall. War and Peace in the Global Village, 192 pages. Gingko Press, Spring 2001.

Morrison, Mike. Becoming a Computer Animator, Sams Publishing, 201 W. 103rd Street, Indianapolis, IN 46290. © 1994.

Ponce, Ariel E.G. Old Dog, Old Tricks: A Paper on the Diminishing Skill Levels of Paete Woodcarvers, submitted to the Art Studies Class, University of the Philippines, 1996.


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Stranger in a Strange Land[1]:
Sekolah Ichthus Jakarta as Seen from the Eyes of a Newcomer


by Ariel E.G Ponce ©
HOD, Religion and Visual Arts
Sekolah Ichthus Jakarta


Fifteen years of tertiary education has an innate ability to warp one’s mind. But nothing in all those years could have prepared me for the “cultural shock” that Jakarta had in store for me. After muddling my way through the ins-and-outs of the academe, a part of me was still asking “Is this all there is to education?” I used to pride myself with the notion that after fifteen years of academic experience I no longer needed to prepare for my lessons. That I could breeze through a class with nothing but spit, bailing wire and guts as big as the brass bells of Balanguiga[2] to get me through lessons. But what I had become in reality was an inept fool who had rested on his laurels (that’s the one used for chicken-and-pork-adobo[3] not the one awarded to proud Olympians, mind you!) and gone soft from the lack of challenges. It took a lot of sacrifice and major decision-making to wake me up from my lethargy and finally fly me off all the way to Jakarta and into the waiting arms of… Primary and Secondary Education!

And what an experience that was! Boarding a cheap red-eye flight that leaves one hour late, serves no food, and travels three and a half hours straight with nothing but the flight attendants’ “bring me” games all the way to Jakarta, one really begins to wonder whether the decision to go was worth it. After being interviewed by the owner and Directress of Sekolah Ichthus, Mrs. Seemun Suparno, in Jakarta last April, I was eventually considered for the position of Head of Department for Religion and Visual Arts. That was definitely the last thing on my mind since I was merely looking for a teaching position to begin with. But after taking the five cent tour around the school building at the Caringin House in the South, I was struck by the building’s very utilitarian architecture. Here was a school building that did not in any way conform to typical box-like configurations but a circular confluence of stairs and rooms that allow the viewer to see all the classrooms just by merely standing in the center of the structure. Simply brilliant in its design!

And the kids were something else! I just felt the joy that they were radiating in everything that they did. Running around and jumping on the playgrounds, the smiles on those little faces conveyed to me nothing but contentment; and at that point in time I knew I had found a home. After running into downtown Jakarta signboards, on my first day here, that had nothing but Bahasa Indonesia written on it, I knew that I had definitely become a stranger in a strange land. In a country that, I discovered to my dismay, spoke very little English, I received the shock of my life when the kids in the school not only spoke English fluently but with accents that rivaled those of the best international school students anywhere. No rolling “Rs” in this school, just the smooth, silky tones spoken by those who seemed to have been born to it. I was simply flabbergasted and loving every minute of my bewilderment.

I am now on the seventh month of my stay in Ichthus, serving the educational needs of the two branches which the school has. When asked which branch I like best I always reply, “I enjoy teaching in the South but all my friends are in the West.” A safe enough response I gather, but nothing closer to the truth. For while I relish in the enthusiasm and English speaking skills of the “Southern” branch, I can’t help but feel the warmth and closeness of the ties that bind us together in the West. This may probably be owed to the fact that my residence is in the South and that my new found best friend and tennis buddy lives just a stone’s throw away. And in the long run, isn’t it the people that make you want to stay long in a place anyway?

I live and breathe Jakarta now… The “pedas[4]” or the chilly swim in my system now as much as the next “bapak[5]” who’ll be driving me to my “sekolah[6]” in his rumbling “ojek[7].” Words that sounded strange before have become familiar to me, and I find the lilting tune of the spoken Bahasa Indonesia as endearing as the Ilonggo[8] of my wife’s. And don’t even get me started on the food… Everything to me is eatable (is there such a word?). And every cooked food, fruit or dessert is an adventure in taste. I was once asked, “What will you miss most when you finally leave Indonesia?” and my quick answer will always be “the food!”

I just finished my lesson plans last night at around 11:57 pm. Can you believe it? Me? Working on a lesson plan? Now I’m burdened with books I need to read, resources I need to go through, teaching techniques I need to unearth (just to make the classes interesting to zero-tolerance-to-bored kids), and Multiple Intelligences that I need to utilize (curse you Dr. Howard and your constantly increasing M.I.s! Spiritual Intelligence is just around the corner right?) And through it all the only words I could say were, “Aren’t all these things what I should have been doing all along? My educational juices have finally come to a boil and I feel dismayed that the first term is about over. Now instead of a let-down I feel a “COME ON!” that’s dying to be screamed out. Instead of breezing it’s all blood, sweat and tears. Instead of fixing a deeply rooted problem, I go to the root of the cause. Instead of old, unbreakable, non-malleable, thick-headed, 20 year olds, I get young, open, sensitive and trainable minds waiting for their turn to make the world a better place one step at a time.

My wife had this interesting story about a teacher they once had who was asked to teach a P6 class after having been in secondary education for most of his life. He asked “Why am I getting demoted?” To which my wife replied, “You’re still a teacher aren’t you, how can moving from one level to another be a demotion?” This then is my working class motto: That I’m not really being demoted but rather I am a TEACHER! And wherever the winds of change (and apparently the dollar signs) may take me, nothing will really change; I shall still and forevermore be a teacher. ©

[1] With sincerest apologies to Robert E. Heinlein. Yes, I finally “GROK!”
[2] The bells of Balanguiga played a significant and controversial part in the early Fil-American wars.
[3] A Filipino dish cooked with soy sauce, vinegar and laurel leaves.
[4] A variety of long, thin red or green pepper which is used in practically any culinary preparation (even desserts at times).

[5] Bahasa Indonesian term for Sir or Mister, it is pronounced with the “k” at the end silent. The shorter version, which is commonly used is “pak.”

[6] Bahasa Indonesian term for “school.”

[7] Bahasa Indonesian term for a motorcycle used as part of the public transport system.

[8] A Southern dialect in the Philippines characterized by an endearing lilt to the tone.

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Welcome
Shakespeare or Petroleum?
IQ or EQ?
The Knowledge of ‘what is’
Breaking the cycle of revolutions
Humanity is asleep
Living the examined life
Our Perennial Human Problem
Quo vadis, Pinoy?
Shakespeare or Petroleum? (Version 2)
The teacher is here to stay
The name is not the thing
What is the Diameter of Peace?
A Critical Study of Goya’s Majas on a Balcony
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'The Last Supper' Rumor
Learning to Look or Listen: The Four Basic Relatio...
The Evolving Paradigms on the Nature of Art
CREATING RIPPLES OF PEACE: An Essay on Peace and t...
Weaving a Network of Life in FEU
"Are We There Yet?" : A Reflection on the 100 year...
The burden of self-importance
The man from underground
The queer bird's fate
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The wolf-man


By DR. LUCIO F. TEOXON, JR. ©


Hermann Hesse rose to popularity as a writer among university students way back in the sixties and even up to the present in the US, Japan, India, etc. when his major works got translated into English from the original German. He was one of the early European fictionists who had a great interest in Oriental culture and lore. His writings showed the unmistakable influence of Eastern ideas. His novels indicate this: Siddharta, Demian, Narcissus and Goldmund, Magister Ludi or The Glass Bead Game. They all dramatize the fundamental conflict in which the battlefield is the human heart—flesh and spirit, body and soul, or the worldly versus the other-wordly pursuits. He shares with Dostoevsky the same knack for the introspective probing into the inner as well as the outer constitution of man. As the internal evidence of Hesse’s novels indicate, there is no doubt about his literary indebtedness to the Russian master. It might even be said that his Steppenwolf is a direct progeny of the Underground Man.

Very much like his fictional predecessor, Harry Haller, the Steppenwolf (or the wolf-man), withdraws from society which he abhors for what he perceives to be its mediocre culture and shallow bourgeois values. The whole structure of the novel and its complications purposefully and artistically depict the process whereby Harry finally understands and arrives at a knowledge of himself. Thus, the action of the novel moves inwardly, not linearly in a horizontal fashion. We are let a glimpse into his psyche and there behold what so troubles his spirit as he dreams and hallucinates his way into himself.

The truth about Harry’s case is that he is neither a saint nor a renegade. He stands midway between the extremes of asceticism and debauchery. So much so that given the auspicious initiation, he may yet ascend to the heights reached by immortals like Goethe or Mozart who had transcended the dichotomies of mundane existence in a sort of elevated universe where all of life is affirmed with the eternal Yes. However, these immortals are marked off as eminent for having been already shorn of the sense of the self, having lived out all its thousand habiliments.

Harry has to start with the necessary first steps upon the path to enlightenment. Because of his classicist temperament as an artist, he has despised popular culture or anything that smacks of the vulgar and the worldly. He has thus shunned contact with mass culture and lives in isolation from the stream of ordinary humanity to avoid the contamination of philistinism. He prefers his self-absorbed preoccupation with contemplation and communion with the Muses. This is the height of his elitist eccentricity.

Such an activity has led him farther away from ordinary life and in the process develops psycho mania. He feels a sense of extreme estrangement to the point of toying with the idea of suicide. In fact he made a vow to himself to cut his life on reaching the age of fifty as a way of ending his ennui that eats away at his will to live. What Harry in fact needs is a return to nature and rediscover the lost fragments of his personality long submerged in the thick layers of his past. He really should go back to the elemental passions which he scoffs at and undergo the bath of the senses in order to achieve a harmonious balance between the intellect which he overvalues and the strong passions which he blocks from running high.

Human beings are at once a creature of intellect and a creature of the emotions. Reconciling these warring aspects of his nature makes up the core in the process of Harry’s education. He further needs to come to the realization that man is more than just a creature of counterpositions. He towers above them. He must of necessity renounce the conventional idea of the fragmentation of life into such polarities as flesh and spirit, body and soul, etc. and know that man is actually a multivalent, multifaceted entity consisting not just of one or two or three but a thousand selves.

In other words, Harry must play the game of life by becoming everyman and yet nobody in particular.

But first, the multiplicity of the self should be recognized, accepted, and lived through—the sex life included to make him feel human enough and not some kind of abstraction as Dostoevsky’s Underground Man has so emphatically warned against. Obviously, the process of integration which consists of the piecing together of the splintered little selves and coming to terms with them must be done by going into life in all its expressions and dimensions. Before any man can face death as Harry intended to do, he must accept life to begin with and live it fully well. This is best facilitated by man’s innate sense of humor or the ability to laugh, and laugh at oneself and one’s follies. Then only may it be possible for the individual to grow into what Abraham Maslow called a fully self-actualized human being whose consciousness becomes pure, unqualified and all-embracing.

The root of Harry’s trouble is that he takes himself too seriously. He has forgotten the cleansing power of laughter. It is an affliction, a nasty form of self-deception to disdainfully think that one is superior to other people by reason of his elevated tastes, cultural literacy or even his individual achievements. As long as he sneers at what he considers to be the vulgarities of the man in the street, a snob like Harry is bound to remain alienated from ordinary reality and a question unto himself.

Carl Jung holds that the divorce of the intellectual from the emotional side of life leads to psychic disorder. The most unfeeling criminals are those intellectuals who skulk in their underground holes like spiders. Remember Raskolnikov who committed the perfect crime? So, man’s cerebrations must be balanced by his feelings so that to think is to feel, and to feel is to think. To live in harmony with himself and those around him, the pedant must let the intellectual colossus that he professes to be come to terms with the cloven emotional freak into which he has degenerated.

Seriousness or aloofness is a petty infirmity. We must, as Harry promised himself to do in the end, learn once again to laugh the cosmic laughter of the gods the way the immortals like Goethe or Mozart do in their rarefied existence. ©

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The queer bird's fate


By DR. LUCIO F. TEOXON, JR. ©


There is an interesting but little known story of a royal falcon that looked so different from others that the King’s minister decided to trim its claws, beak and wings. “Now you look like a decent bird,” said the man. “Obviously, your keeper has been neglecting you.”

History is replete with stories of individuals who suffered persecution, imprisonment or death simply because they chose to be unlike others or pursued their own vision uncompromisingly in defiance of conventions or authority.

Socrates was made to drink hemlock for remaining the way he was: a gadfly who made his fellow Athenians uncomfortable by pressing them into the realization that, for all their pretensions to the contrary, their fond beliefs or opinions were in fact without solid basis. His no-nonsense search for the truth earned him their displeasure and they falsely charged him with impiety to the Greek gods and corrupting the minds of the youth in ancient Athens.

Jesus was crucified for tapping into cosmic consciousness from which vantage point he declared that he and the Father are one. The Jews, particularly the scribes and priests whose knowledge about God was chiefly derived from books and in thralldom to their unenlightened minds, accused him of blasphemy, an offense punishable in their canons by death.

Both of them were given trial, or rather the semblance of a trial. They were meted out the sentence of death. Socrates died a martyr to the love of wisdom; Jesus died as a ransom for the sins of the world.

Jesus’ vicars in the person of the grand inquisitors were to commit similar crimes by consigning to the flames whomsoever they branded as heretics. The case of the great iconoclastic scholar and philosopher Giordano Bruno is well known. He was burned alive at the stake in Rome in 1600. His crime? He advanced the idea of an infinite universe and postulated the possible existence of an infinite number of worlds inhabited, like this one, with intelligent beings. He prophetically envisioned space travel and what we now dub as intergalactic odyssey.

Even Galileo, who sought to prove Copernicus’ heliocentric theory, would have suffered the dire fate of incarceration had he not the prudence to recant what the Holy See then regarded as heresy in blatant opposition to the authority of the Scriptures. Still, during his formal abjuration he muttered under his breath, “Nevertheless, it moves.” Meaning that the earth moves round the sun. For the rest of his life he was placed under house arrest in Florence.

Also lamentable was Baruch Spinoza’s misfortune. Called the God-intoxicated philosopher, his unorthodox thinking ran counter to the theistic beliefs of the Old Testament. He questioned the many contradictions in the Bible, the basis of the Jewish Torah. In his philosophic flights, God is conceived as the essence underlying reality, phenomenal nature or the cosmos. Both mind and matter are attributes of the Divine substance. Hence, Spinoza was excommunicated from the Jewish Synagogue of Amsterdam. He was anathematized by the Jewish community in Holland and from the people of Israel.

In contemporary times, there is the sad story of the Jesuit priest-paleontologist Pierre Teilhard de Chardin. He held that the evolutionary movement of the human phenomenon heads toward superconsciousness. This is the birth of the ultra-human, the Omega point in which the human and the Divine converge. His vision is a grand marriage of evolution and mysticism, of science and religion. But in his lifetime he was forbidden to publish his works. To a writer and thinker, what greater injustice and pain could there be?

That is the grim reality of intolerance in the realm of philosophy and religion.

Equally virulent, if not more so, is it in the social and political domains. On a massive scale at that. Any person or group of persons going against the grain is marginalized if not totally ostracized. Anybody who does not toe the line nor abide by the official doctrine ends up in concentration camps or else summarily liquidated.

Remember the purges of communists by fellow communists under Stalin? Or the Gulag Archipelago? Or Fort Santiago? Or Fort Bonifacio? Remember Kintanar? Or Tabara? You can add to the list what you will.

The academia where academic freedom is supposed to sustain the life of the intellect is not spared. Even right there, irrational prejudice and bigotry are just as rampant. Any local literatus knows Jose Garcia Villa who was expelled from U.P. for writing what was then considered as “obscene” poetry.

Again, we can multiply ad infinitum the instances. Why, oh why is this the case? Who will save us from ourselves? ©

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The man from underground


By DR. LUCIO F. TEOXON, JR. ©

Among the continental masters, Fydor Dostoevsky stands out as showing the ability of the modern imagination to do the “paradoxical task of standing both inside and outside itself, articulate its own formlessness and encompass its own extravagant possibilities.”

In the Notes from Underground, Dostoevsky, whom Andre Gide regarded as the greatest of all novelists, demonstrated his unusual power in describing the lower depths of the human psyche and the inner states of the mind. His psychological penetration which made him a towering figure in world literature is matched with his equally powerful gift for new ideas, the philosophic import of which had a wide-ranging significance for the world at large. In Dostoevsky, therefore, as shown in the fictional work cited, we find the exemplar of the continental master who exhibits the ability of the modern imagination not only to take stock of the inner world of the individual self with all the mysterious forces locked up within it but also stand outside the self and discover awesome truths about itself and its relation to society.

The striking thing about the Underground Man, a forty-year old employee who retired from the civil service, is his exceptional ability to look with sharp clarity into himself self-critically. He knows and is fully aware of what troubles him—and that is the fact of his self-contradiction. He is sundered from within between his will on the one hand and his reason on the other. The root cause of his torment is the endless conflict between these two sides of his individuality. Underground Man also knows that his ultimate salvation lies in his ability to integrate these extremes of his makeup by means of the power of conscious will and freedom of choice. He is nameless, which means that he is almost a nonentity, and also that he could be everyman.

The primitive elements in him prompt him to stand up against the forces in society that do violence to the passions that make for a heightened sense of life and sensitivity to the natural pleasures they afford. And he sees quite rightly that so-called culture and civilization have only succeeded in crippling his natural human propensities such as the appetite for the pure act of living and its simple pleasures. Systematic morals and social conventions suppress the primal passions, the instincts and drives surfacing from the wells of the unconscious. Society has but succeeded in producing a new type of human being characterized by artificiality of manners, phoniness, and the cold sophistry of reasoning exemplified in the inexorable formula ‘two plus two makes four.’

But Underground Man scoffs at this systematic conditioning that stripped him of the true qualities that make him human. He argues that reason itself and the fanatical worship of the intellect have not really transformed him any better but instead estranged him from himself, from the foundations of his human reality as a flesh and blood individual. So, he affirms the will and passion as against mere intellection or cerebration, of involvement with life from which modern man is tragically divorced. He is for life minus the veneer of civilization, life in the most naked form that Camus’ Meursault enjoyed on the sun-drenched Algerian beach.

That is why he goes underground and lives apart from society which he cannot stand. In his underground hole on the outskirts of the town he sharpens his insights all the greater and gains the proper perspective to look at the world out there. He speaks truthfully if haughtily when he says: “…there is more life in me than in you. Look into it more carefully! Why, we don’t even know what living means now….”

For modern man has not lived a fully integrated life. He merely drifts along through existence as a walking corpse, having weaned himself away from the primal sources that give life its true sustenance and richness. “We are oppressed at being men—men of real individual body and blood, we are ashamed of it, we think it a disgrace and try to contrive to be some sort of impossible generalized man. Soon we shall contrive to be born somehow from an idea.”

All along, Underground Man is himself pretty much aware of his own self-divided nature. Right at the outset he confesses that he is a sick man and that he is not a pleasant man at all. It is true that he himself has the longing to go back to society; and in Liza, he is offered the opportunity to lead a normal life regulated by social institutions. She brings to the fore his own unconscious desire to join mainstream society, to be one among the many. That is why he loses his own self-respect because he sees his own transparency, his own unresolved self-contradiction. He even becomes spiteful and cynical about himself.

Yet in the consciousness of his freedom to make independent choice, he sets himself above the common run of mortals, the herds who are already dead but wander about the workaday world of socialized living. Salvation for the outsider like him, owing to his self-divided nature, lies in integration, in self-transcendence.

What ultimately Underground Man holds out to us is that what we most need in order to live fully is to cease from living in abstractions. We also need passion. The passion for life. for living. It is this passion, bordering on madness perhaps, that enables us to touch base with the universal force. It is this that builds and creates, the power that conjures up for you and me worlds upon worlds of infinite possibilities. This is the daimon referred to by Federico Garcia Lorca. This, too, is what Plato meant by an inspiring power that takes possession of the poet in the creative process so that what he says carries a density of significance.

All great works whether of art or philosophy extend our vision of what the world could be and sharpen our discernment into what or who we truly are. Yet in the final analysis, self-mastery is a matter too important to be left to the writers or philosophers alone since everyone is a stakeholder in the human enterprise. For we are all participants in the endless act of creation and the clearer we get to know our part in the grand scheme of the cosmic process, the better our chances of coming upon the deeper meaning of what our life is for. ©


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The burden of self-importance


By DR. LUCIO F. TEOXON, JR. ©



There is an uncommon lesson that was discussed by the anthropologist Carlos Castañeda in several of his series of works (which span over thirty years) on the teachings of Don Juan Matus, a Yaqui Indian seer in Sonora, Mexico. It will be recalled that Don Juan had introduced Castañeda into the world of non-ordinary reality by means of psychotropic plants like peyote, mushroom, and jimson weed. In the course of his apprenticeship, Castañeda went through various forms of initiation to which Don Juan had subjected him.

Don Juan told him that one formidable roadblock to becoming a warrior (a metaphor for a man of knowledge) is the lack of understanding about what the self is. He said that the self is the source of everything that is good in us but that it is also the core of everything that is rotten in us.

What prevents the full unfolding of the luminosity of man’s true nature and the unleashing of his unlimited powers, Don Juan in effect explained, is his self-importance. The main problem with the average man is that he takes himself too seriously. He is doomed whenever he thinks he is at the center of everything or imagines that he is the sun and all others outside his skin are but satellites going round him. His great undoing consists in allowing the centripetal movement to get the better of himself so that he always thinks in terms of what he can get for his own personal gain without the counterbalancing action of the centrifugal force which should enable him to consider what he can give of himself to others.

It is of the utmost importance to keep in mind that the laws of nature which regulate our surroundings out there equally govern our lives and they do not operate like a one-way lane. Life is a give-and-take affair. For instance, the very act of breathing which we do involuntarily involves the drawing in of air and expelling it. This is the universal rhythm. To try to hold our breath for long stretches is next to impossible and this can even lead to suffocation and death.

Self-importance is not the same as self-esteem. The former must not be mistaken for the latter. Self-importance glorifies the self at the expense of others. “I” increase and “you” or “they” decrease. The reverse of this is selflessness. Or better yet, altruism. But the I-increase formula is the governing principle in the culture of narcissism prevalent anywhere in the world. Self-esteem is a healthy sense of well-being which according to analytical psychologists results from the process of individuation or the integrated personality.

From what has been said, it should be clear that self-importance is an undue attachment to the ego, and thus a burden to man, a terrible encumbrance if not actually his own greatest enemy on the path to enlightenment. Yet there is a doable antidote, though by no means the only one, to being fixated on the lesser self, that is, a sense of humor, the ability to laugh at oneself and one’s follies. This is a time-tested way to lighten a bit his psychological luggage which is fraught with nothing but his own self-interest. Man, a wise Greek observed, is the only animal that laughs. What is suggested is not sardonic laughter which is a form of mockery or aggression but belly laughter which releases man from the tyranny of his shoddy little self.

Self-transcendence, in other words, is the much needed order of the day. This is the ability to rise above oneself or go beyond the constricting confines of the ego. There is, of course, no question of going beyond the self without a self to begin with. It is true that the factual self remains. But the pull of the lesser self must of necessity be overcome so that it grows into something larger than its pettiness, like a seed that must die to itself in order to attain the magnificence of a towering sequoia.

Growth and renewal involve the act of dying. Yes, the worship of the self must end. It is only when we are nothing that we become everything. (This must be understood not as a discursive statement but an intuitive truth disclosed by the seers of all time, Don Juan being just one of them.) Yet we are all afraid to be nobody and cling to being somebody.

It is the dethronement of overweening self-importance that the man of wisdom strives after. Toward this end he musters all the powers at his command. In truth he cannot do anything less if he is to fulfill his sublime destiny, which is the supreme experience of being attuned to the source of all that is. ©

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"Are We There Yet?" : A Reflection on the 100 years of Filipino Legacy in Hawaii



By ARIEL PONCE ©

(Editor’s note: This essay won first place (three-way tie) in the 2006 Commission on Filipinos Overseas (CFO) Literary Contest (Essay Division) from over 300 entries. The theme of the contest was, “100 years of Filipino Migration to Hawaii.” Names of the winners can be viewed at http://www.cfo.gov.ph/filtiesfebjuly.pdf.)


Our plane left for the “Big Island” on a Sunday afternoon, only to arrive there right smack on an afternoon of? the same day! Nothing can be more confusing to a 13-year-old than figuring out how one can travel for more than 10 hours only to arrive hours earlier than the time one left and on the same day at that. Somehow the perennial questions of a bored kid like, “Are we there yet?” asked for the umpteenth time to now nearly deaf parents seem totally irrelevant and all at once unnecessary. My studies in a local science school never even prepared me for the outright confusion that a simple thing called “international dateline” can do to one’s system. Shades of Phileas Fogg! But for a kid totally unfamiliar with Einstein’s linearity or Hawking’s singularities, no explanation could remove the confusion I felt that day.

In September of 1973, I was fortunate enough to have been sent to Hawaii on an all-expense paid trip, in the guise of a cultural mission, by being part of the very first team assembled by the then post-Martial Law government to woo our countrymen back to the Philippines and, of course, have them spend their hard-earned dollars on our beautiful shores. Fittingly dubbed the “Balikbayan Project,” the program’s name has since become historically synonymous with any Filipino coming back to the Philippines (not to mention the humongous 70-pound brown boxes that our homecoming countrymen seem unable to do without) whether they be OCWs or former citizens. By being a part of the world-famous “Pangkat Kawayan” (Bamboo Orchestra) and blowing on a simple bamboo tube that could only produce one note, I was able to tour Hawaii and California, states known to have the most number of Filipinos enmeshed in their respective communities. Our group, through a series of variety-show performances designed to create a strong sense of nostalgia among our countrymen (now bearing American passports), showed scenes and montages of what they had been missing the entire time they had been away from home. Since we deliberately picked the right amount of nostalgic pressure to put on our audiences, they never had a chance to remain unmoved. Indeed, they cried buckets of tears through heartbreaking scenes of a kid hopelessly waiting for his pamasko (Christmas gift) from a ninong (godfather) and ninang (godmother) who’ve been away in the States for so long, while totally missing the taste and aroma of the Noche Buena feast set before him. And if we did not have them crying, we had them clapping through folk songs sung in their respective dialects. Or had them singing all-too familiar tunes or desperately remembering lines from long forgotten songs.

Other “Balikbayan Projects” would get to tour other parts of the States seeking to bring in more of our prodigal countrymen back home, but the record set for the most number of balikbayans to arrive at our shores following that glorious September tour would be unequaled! So I heard.

But I’m getting ahead of myself. For what really transpired in the mind of a 13-year-old during that fateful trip is what this essay is all about after all. I only remember in a haze the mad rush to have our uniforms fitted, or the proper table etiquette lessons hastily given (to this day I still cant figure out which was the salad fork in what looked to me like more than 50 pieces of silverware set with the same number of plates, bowls and glasses). I remember, too, using a shoehorn to hastily pack 50-pound suitcases with 70 pounds of clothes, or the lessons on what an ambassador of his country is supposed to represent. My parents only added to my dread by informing me that I should never stray from the group and if ever I got separated from them I would be lost forever. Gee, thanks Mom and Dad, you really made a 13-year-old stain his pants with that great advice.

Hawaii! The name alone was already alien to my young ears. Lets see now, was it pronounced “hah-why” or “hah-wah-yeeh”? Would the natives there be wearing grass skirts or sarongs, or, worse, would they be wearing anything at all? So many questions, so many questions… Was it true that they made necklaces out of flowers but instead of the familiar sampaguita they used calachuchi, a flower strongly linked to funerals in the Philippines? Let’s see now, its one of the states of the United States of America, but why is it a group of islands? These and more questions, I finally said to myself would have to be answered when I got there!

Our Philippine Airlines direct flight for Honolulu left on a wet, cloudy and gloomy Sunday afternoon. How fitting, I said to myself, since I didn’t want my group mates to see the tears of fear that were then slightly staining my cheeks. Boarding cramped quarters with windows pretending to be viewable, and seats that felt more like electric chairs welcoming a sentenced inmate rather than the padded comfort they were supposed to be, we set off towards the sunset and into the waiting arms of?

CONFUSION!

We stepped out of the plane and into a warm sunny afternoon which made me wonder back then, “Why on earth are we wearing thick business suits anyway?” “Wasn’t ‘the States’ supposed to be cold?” What made the whole thing bizarre was that I distinctly remembered that we experienced a night and an eventual daybreak in the cramped quarters of the plane, which meant that we should have arrived the following day, Monday, right? Wrong! We arrived on a Sunday! Not the week after but the same day that we left. By some H.G. Wellsian paradox (which I would later in life come to read and enjoy) our flight must have turned into a time machine, as I reflect on it now amusingly. Thank God for my much more learned partners, I was informed that our plane crossed the international dateline and we had but to merely set our watches accordingly. No, no, no… That can’t be right? No resetting of watches would ever make a day return. That’s just way too inconceivable.

But watch-resetting would have to make do for me that day as I boarded a shuttle that picked us up from the airplane steps and hastily deposited the crew and I to another big question mark and a much bigger horror awaiting me in the form of my FOSTER PARENTS! Now let us not forget that while the tour was indeed meant to be diplomatic and we were for all intents and purposes “ambassadors of our country,” the truth was we were a 60-member contingent. And funds for hotels and similar living conditions were allotted for the “stars” of the show, not for us kids. So by hitting two proverbial birds with one very cheap proverbial stone, it was decided that we would live with Filipino families willing to share their resources and their homes to us. We would get to experience life among our Filipino brethren and, at the same time, save up on allowances and that all too precious diplomatic funding. I’ll never forget that terrifying moment when our director said that one of the band members and I would be staying with a family named Palafox. “If it’s got a fox on it, then its an American name for sure!” I thought to myself. As my roomie and I were ushered on to meet our foster parents, a very strong feeling of fear suddenly hit me and every step I took was like dragging a ton of bricks. And suddenly there he was, a strangely built American bearing a sign that had our names on it, too small to even be called American and too dark to be one either. He had on his face this small impression of a mustache and a salt-and-pepper hair that made him look actually distinguished. But still you can never quite tell about these Americans. As he slowly approached us, he looked at my partner and I, and at that moment I could definitely feel his eyes peering into our souls and gauging us. That is, until he opened his mouth and said, “Kumain na ba kayo?” (Have you eaten yet?) in that all-too familiar Tagalog with an accent that seemed somehow to be hitting too close to home. With that simple question, all fears melted away and, suddenly, I wasn’t on an island hundreds of miles from home, but as if still in the Philippines safe and sound.

His car was huge! My partner and I could have easily played agawang base at the backseat alone. “This Mr. Palafox guy must be one rich Filipino-American!” I thought to myself on the drive to his home. But glancing out the window of the car made me think twice about that statement as more huge cars darted past us on an eight-lane road that seemed meant for landing aircrafts than accommodating vehicles. The big island was an amazing place! With blue skies, bluer seas and tropical weather all year round, is it any wonder that Hawaii easily becomes the first choice for any Filipino wanting to migrate. He was Dr. Palafox, not the medical kind he then told us, but the Ph.D. kind. Which in the mind of a thirteen year old didn’t really make much of a difference; it seemed that a doctor was a doctor to me back then. He then added that he also teaches at the University of Hawaii’s East-West Center, a place that my buddy and I would later remember as a box-like building too big to have any specific purpose but to house thousands of students.

His home was like any other home you can find in the Philippines. A three-bedroom bungalow that had a two-car garage, and just to make sure we would really feel at home, a Filipina mother was waiting for us at the front door. Mrs. Palafox was my mother, my roommate’s mother or like any other Filipino’s mother for that matter all rolled into one. She had a ready smile that was as genuine as the grey locks on her head. And a body-type that was capable of carrying babies, cook up a storm and wash clothes all at the same time. She was polite without the usual stiffness that accompanied it, and she greeted us with a hug fit for a long lost son. As she started the five-cent tour through her well-maintained house, we discovered that she had already raised two very athletic boys who were at that time out for college, which easily explained why she volunteered to be one of the foster parents for the program, the availability of a spare room.

The welcome meal which was served to us looked very familiar to me. We had rice, meat and that weird concoction my own mother prepared in our kitchen back home… dinengdeng, a potpourri of local vegetables that was cooked in boiling water and for taste a pungent fermented fish-sauce was strained and mixed in. The smell was so reminiscent of home that I couldn’t help but ask, “Excuse me, sir, ma’am, but by any chance are you Ilocanos?” The reply was a string of Ilocano words spoken with such gusto that my young ears strained from over-translation. It seemed that they had migrated straight from Ilocos and that Ilocano was their cradle language with Tagalog coming in at a distant second. How glad they were to have an Ilocano for a ward, so they said, while continually pouring more of the green broth into my plate. And until my partner and I were herded into our rooms, I could still hear Dr. Palafox excitedly talking to the missus about their guests and how they wished we could stay longer.

Looking back at that experience of more than 30 years ago still brings a smile to my lips. I wonder what ever happened to the Palafoxes? The last letter I got from them was a reply to my own short letter as well. And as time, busy- ness, and the mad rush to grow up eventually took its toll, I slowly bundled all my memories about them and my great experiences in that faraway land of blue skies and white beaches and traded it all in for newer ones. But as I write about this now, nostalgia, it seems has a way of creeping in and grabbing you by the seat of your pants when you least expect it. We spent two weeks in Hawaii before leaving for the mainland, but they were two weeks well spent. And while I even got to know more Fil-American families in other cities in California, like the Nobles (pronounced in the dignified Anglo Saxon manner rather than the Filipino nob-leh) of San Francisco, the Cortezes of San Diego, and other kind-hearted families, heck, we even got to meet Mickey Mouse in Disneyland, it would be in Hawaii that I would get to know two very special Filipinos who gave me a home away from home and prepared me for a bigger United States of America than I ever even dreamed of in their own small three-bedroom bungalow. And not unlike the early Filipino settlers who became part of the culture we now all know as Hawaii, they left their country to take a chance on a dream, to dive head first into that great unknown and try their luck at a chance to better themselves and their children. Whether through pineapple-picking or as professors in various universities, Filipinos have shown amazing resiliency and unwavering strength. And through it all they have held on to their own identities with passion while being passionately true to the old red-white-and-blue at the same time. They’ve chowed down to McDonald’s as well as dinengeng and kare-kare and not once felt a wee bit of difference. They’ve managed to become contributing members of their own little communities while keeping track of what’s happening to their own Filipino communities back home as well. They’ve gotten used to unfamiliar sports like football and baseball while retaining their enjoyment of their own homegrown activities. They’ve managed to raise responsible children with eyes looking towards the future while at the same time deeply rooted in their past.

As to that all too familiar question that I asked one of my foster parents as we headed towards their home, “Are we there yet, sir?” The answer is simple: we had always been there because for them they never really left home. They grew roots in their respective homes and touched branches with their motherland. Sharing their dreams with other kababayans (countrymen)with similar dreams, they proudly called themselves Americans with every Star Spangled Banner sung or every allegiance pledged to the flag of the United States, while never forgetting the lessons of the past or their own very familiar dialects. The old and slightly overused Tagalog quotation that loosely translates as “Those who do not bother to look where they came from will never get to where they want to go,” can never be more applicable than in this case of American-accented migrants (because if they speak with a thick accent, they would not be understood in those parts) who switch from one language to another with ease. And as I now fondly recall the smiles on my foster-parents lips which kept spouting a stream of unending Ilocano words with ease, that old famous saying that goes “Home is where the heart is,” comes to mind and I tell myself that that very familiar saying may not be too far off. For in that land hundreds of miles away from anything familiar, where days come in late, swaying coconut trees abound, blue skies, white sandy beaches, blue seas and year-round perfect weather they decided to build their homes… close to their dreams and closer still to their hearts. ©



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Weaving a Network of Life in FEU

By Ariel G. Ponce ©


(Editor's Note: This piece won second place in the Angel C. Palanca Peace Program Essay Writing Contest, professional category, in October 2004; published in Tambuli, Vol. V No.1, March 2005)


“And what are we to say of man? Is he a speck of dust crawling helplessly on a
small and unimportant planet, as the astronomers see it? Or is he, as the chemists might hold, a heap of chemicals put together in some cunning way? Or, finally, is man what he appears to Hamlet, noble in reason, infinite in faculty? Is man, perhaps, all of these at once?


Bertrand Russell
Wisdom of the West



Amazingly they were waving back!

Not really knowing all of them, except as familiar faces that I constantly pass along the covered pathways of the university, it still borders on both creepy and astonishing that they would even bother to wave back. But that’s how it’s always been for me in this university, since the time way back in 1994 when I decided to call the Far Eastern University my home and they decided to make me part of their “family.” While some may have decided to take the lonely “Thoreau-ish” path, head bowed as if in prayer while walking the twisting corridors to get to their respective classes seemingly seeking “inner peace,” I had decided ages ago to take the more socio-culturally relevant path of walking around campus as if headed towards the marketplace, waving constantly to friends, giving high-fives to students (both past and present), smiling and nodding my head constantly at familiar faces. But isn’t that what gives a place warmth anyway? With this simple act of waving, strangers were no longer just individuals trying to get by in a cold four-walled structure, but transformed into neighbors, friends and confidantes, sharing the same dreams, hopes and aspirations for a better world. With a simple gesture, we had all become equals, feeling as if we were sharing the very same over-packed jeepney ride to Lerma. With nothing more than a raised hand and a shake of the fingers we became part of a whole rather than missing pieces in a jigsaw puzzle.

It’s scary to think that we as educators have forgotten to act as educated individuals. Preferring to act like snot-nosed emperors awaiting bows and curtsies rather than brethren braving the wilderness on their way to the Promise land. It still makes me shiver whenever I see or hear co-workers spouting lines like “Trabaho lang ’to, pare, walang personalan” (Don’t take it personally, it’s just a job, man!), in imitation of some cheesy Filipino actor replete with a .45 caliber pistol and a towel draped over his neck. The sooner one thinks of this school as merely a place of work rather than a “home away from home” then that is what it has merely become for them, a seemingly bank-like institution where one draws the money one deposited. How totally antiseptic… How truly impersonal…

Unfortunately for these deposit-withdraw savants, the world is quickly expanding and for some much too quickly for comfort. Finding warmth in such a broad expanse may prove to be too difficult at times. Yet like some metaphorical over-bent Juan trying desperately to fit into such a small blanket, the university has adapted to the call of expansion. Spearheaded by then FEU President Edilberto de Jesus, the university decided to follow in the wake of the Canadian theoretician Marshall McLuhan’s dream of a “global village” and bravely faced a future and a world interconnected to each other by streaming signals of light passing through kilometers of thin plastic fiber-optic lines. It had created in its wake the so-called “electronic” or e-based utilitarianism that this university’s “e-generation” can no longer live without. And with that decision allowed all of us to be linked to so much more than just ourselves. Now, through various computer set-ups within institutes, teachers, students and employees are walking in different corridors… that of cyberspace. Suddenly, with a mere flick of a switch, we had become nothing more than a “mote in God’s eye,” and the realization that we are now walking through a much larger expanse than just the usual brick-paved paths is simply unnerving.

Life in this university as we once knew it has changed! We brave freezing Antarctic conditions and burning sands of the Sahara, climb oxygen-starved summits of the Himalayas, walk in strange landscapes of far-off Mars and all these while remaining within the confines of our air-conditioned classrooms. With almost the speed of thought, we’ve given a whole new meaning to the word “connected,” and spared the mailman his near-masochistic trips through snow, sleet and hail to deliver your mail. Yes, life has indeed changed! But are we, as educators, meshing well with this new found “network” of knowledge and fount of wisdom? Knowing full well that not only has it changed our views on how we deal with people but it has also brought with it a new set of responsibilities. For as with places we can visit and learn from with just a click of the mouse, we in turn can open up places of both total neuroses and immoralities just as quickly. Filling up not just vacuums of the mind, the net has also dangerously filled up those of lust and decadence as well. Does this not then leave one to call to mind, in eerie recollection, Uncle Ben’s words to his nephew Peter Parker a.k.a. Spiderman? That “with great powers,” he states, “come great responsibilities!” A sociologist once said that man is slowly devolving to this present state of anonymity because it is what he wants. And who can argue with that statement? When all around us is the reality that we are conversing through high tech equipment designed specifically to hide not just our facial expressions but our vocal inflections and physical nuances as well. If the impersonality of life before computers was already prevalent, can you imagine what it would be like right now? With computers, impersonality has gone not only tenfold but probably a hundredfold. And no amount of logging in to the “Friendster” network will ever draw us all back to that same feeling as a face-to-face casual conversation, a tap on the shoulder, a nod, a smile or a wave.

Is this any way to form bonds then? How do we weave networks of life when we never saw the value in the life that was in there to begin with? First we hid in self-made walls of standoffishness and then we buried ourselves in the anonymity of the net. Either way the results were the same, purposeless individuality and complete and utter loneliness. How truly sad… Even the dictionary is very direct in its description of life, that it is marked by the very difference between animate and inanimate or between living and non-living organisms. How ironic that we as living beings would prefer the cold, lifeless face of a computer monitor to that of a flesh-and-blood one, which is living, breathing and (if you wave just right) responding. If it is truly our desire to reach out and form true connections, then we need not reach too far. For all around us is a constant reminder of what life really is. From the moment we enter the high-tech turnstiles, that seem to have a life of its own when the fancy do-hickey is placed wrong side up, to the time we leave them behind, we are constantly bumped, tapped, tripped and touched by a myriad of faces and souls all doing the exact same drudgery of trying to get through the day. While we would like nothing better to do than to just trudge through the day with merely a shrug and a grunt, the truth is this: that man is and always has been a social creature. Not even Henry David Thoreau with his magnificent essays and his Zen-like quest for the “sound of silence”, would ever compare to a smile, a handshake, a buzz, a whisper, a shared secret, a giggle, a high five and a wave. We desire company because we were built that way. If our Creator wanted an oven toaster or a coffee maker then He would have just created one of these. As it stands He created us, complete with frailties, passions, desires, dreams, ambitions and a longing to be with others just like us. Which, if you come to look at it, really isn’t all that bad! And that, as one writer once put it, is that… life in a nutshell.

Life will never ever be a bunch of quotations or clichés; life is a reality as solid as the art-deco architectural structures that surround us or as real and felt as the person right next to us. We have within our midst the greatest example of diversity in all its richness: the Manang who’ll always run a block for you just to make sure your coffee is hot; the Manong in barong who’s always there to make sure your turnstile accepts your magstriped ID; the co-teacher (from another institute) who always shares the same lunch table at Nitz with you just because you happen to look familiar; the older guy who fills you with so much stories of the good ole days that you’ll be wanting to write a book about it someday; the friend who’s wallet will always be an extension of yours especially in lean times; the Dean who’s persistent prodding pushes you to new heights of achievements; and thousands upon thousands of students (quirks and all) with eyes open wide to a future rife with possibilities of what we can impart to them. With such diverse and countless faces to share your life with, can you even have time to be anonymous in the net with a million more?

The university is already bursting at the seams with new faces and with thousands more being added to it every year. With such a vast number of people weaving to and fro and the probability of meeting the same face in an hour’s time lessening, the need for interpersonal relationships become all the more crucial. I firmly believe that while the net is indeed vast and endless in its scope and possibilities, it is also a great way to lose our identity and push us all apart. With its gray cold features, the computer will never ever hope to replace the warmth and compassion of a friendly face. If we truly desire to weave networks of life (and lives) into our great institution, then I say “knit Juan and pearl Toto.” Let us start the process of knitting and weaving this very network of life by reaching out to those whom we see every single day. Let us look upon these strangers and know that we share a bond much deeper than just a winning basketball team or an institution steeped in tradition. Let us allow the dreams and hopes for a brighter future to become the very threads of existence that binds all of us together. And it all starts with a smile, a handshake, a buzz, a whisper, a shared secret, a giggle, a high five and a wave.

And don’t worry I know for a fact that they’ll always wave back! ©



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CREATING RIPPLES OF PEACE: An Essay on Peace and the Youth

By ARIEL EDGAR.G. PONCE ©




“I wish that [the] youth would start preparing themselves for building a better world right now. I wish that representatives of the youth of different countries would get together and hammer out the constitution of the world they want to build. They must not only prepare by planning for the future but also by taking immediate action… They can do it.”


The Crazy Ape
Albert Szent- Györgyi
M.D., Ph.D., Nobel Laureate for Medicine




Seven…

Seven is my personal record for that childhood preoccupation called stone-skipping, a game one plays with the aid of a flat stone and a large body of water, preferably a river, a lake or an ocean (although the ocean may prove to be much too choppy for that). With one mighty heave on that fateful day I managed to let my carefully chosen piece of flat rock skip seven times, seven splashes, seven ripples until it finally met its watery end. A fitting adieu for something so trivial…

That event, however short or trivial, held for me so much more than a mere childhood moment complete with personal “bests,” bragging rights and a memory that for now seems too distant to even remember. For if I was to quote Leonardo di Caprio at that point in time, I would have shouted at the top of my lungs, “I am the King of the World!” And no one or nothing was better than I was at that special moment… No one that is until a gorilla of a next-door-neighbor threw a cannonball of a shot that sent his flat stone to an unbelievable twelve skips, a monster of a shot compared to my measly seven and a record that stands to this day. Damn his thick hairy arms!!!

Twelve skips… What an amazing impossibility! One for Mr. Guinness and his record books no doubt. And looking back on that very same event now, still produces nostalgic memories of childhood, one that can’t help but put a smile or two on my lips. Of how such measly efforts seem to have produced such gargantuan achievements in the eyes of a child. But in foresight that very same childhood memory started me to thinking about ripples, both real and metaphorical. For are we not, as teachers, in a sense trying in our own way to create ripples within the still waters of our students’ young minds? Unfortunately, for some, the Orwellian epitaph of, “some are more equal than others,” seems to reverberate more soundly in their ever-doubting crania than they would like to admit. For not unlike my own personal childhood experience with the thick-limbed Neanderthal of a neighbor, some teachers are finding it harder and harder to create ripples among their highly-strung, videogames-immersed and 3D graphically-savant students.

Never mind the fact that these very same online wanderers seem to relish the way that they can solve their problems by hacking their way out of it, we teachers are trying desperately to capture their attention with limited devices at our beck and call: our voices, large pieces of white, shiny boards and markers. And the ripples seem to be getting smaller and smaller with each new online game introduced. What a challenge indeed!

Now add to that melee an intangible concept called peace and you have before you a soup-mix straight out of some South American jungle tribe’s medicine man concoction. Often depicted by Westerners as a white dove holding an olive branch in its beak, peace has become as fleeting (or at times as rare) as that olive-holding dove, not to mention the rarity of olive branches to begin with in this part of the world. And with today’s computer-wielding young peoples’ preferences ranging from simulated battlefields to extreme sports, is it any wonder then that the concept of peace has become that elusive? When they start believing that the only “good alien is a dead alien” and the only way to solve a problem is with a sharp edge of a broadsword then truly, allowing them to grasp the concept of peace is close to impossible. Even cinema has reached new heights of mayhem and destruction by registering unbelievable records in ticket sales for those who wish to watch the “end of the world” over and over and over again. It almost feels as if the slogan “the more you destroy the better the movie” has become the newest Hollywood catch-phrase. So how then are we to push peace when our young people would rather push the destruct button?

The answer, I firmly, believe is not in the learning but in the unlearning process that only we as teachers should be willing to implement. When the bad habits of computer-maiming and destruction have reached new depths of blood and gore, the only way to go about changing it is by “re-installing,” if you will forgive the pun, a cleaner version… To create, so to speak, a tabula rasa or a blank slate within our young people’s mindsets and acquired bad habits and replacing it with the idea of peace. To create still waters within them that will reflect, as well as manifest, every minutest ripple that will touch its crystalline surface. A silence so enveloping that one can literally hear a pin drop. Or in this case feel the growing presence of “peace settling in”. The Beatitudes of Jesus Christ deals very directly with the idea of peace, in it the Christ is quoted as saying to the multitudes: “Blessed are the peacemakers for they will be called sons of God.” Peacemakers as heirs to the Kingdom of God, can any reward be greater? But such a promise may prove to be too costly in the here and now, since the peace that some have been striving to achieve for so long may in the long run end with a not-so-proverbial bang or perhaps, in this nuclear age, with a very literal mushroom cloud of nuclear debris and fallout. Dr. Albert Szent-Györgyi, who won the Nobel Prize for his studies on metabolism and the discovery of vitamin C, believes in the capability of education to further peace. In his book entitled the “The Crazy Ape,” Dr. Szent-Györgyi expounds on the importance of good education and its ability to promote peace: “For this,” Dr. Szent-Györgyi writes, “we need an educational system based on the real understanding of moral, esthetic and spiritual values. There is enough beauty, grace and greatness in the world to fill the mind; there is no real need to go out and kill people in order to shake off boredom.” Bravo Dr. Szent- Györgyi!!! For you have with but few and eloquent words, managed to encapsulate the real reason why peace has become elusive: BOREDOM! Complete and utter boredom… Obsessed with the desire for self-gratification, our young people have doggedly pursued any if not all possible means to relieve boredom. They have gone to the point where their only means to survive in the real world is to “escape” into alternate worlds peopled with faceless entities and filled with endless vistas of virtuality and illusion, if one can truly call such an existence “living” to begin with. Peace for them has become elusive because tranquility is akin to silence and inactivity, and that for them is tantamount to boredom. Welcome to the New Church of the Youth! Where their god is hedonism and their patron saint is multi-sensory overload.

Do we still wonder then why young people choose modems over Sirs and Madams or hard drives over hard and soft covers? It is and always will be because the classroom, for them, has become the most boring, God-awful place in the universe. And we as mentors are partially to blame for this. When we continue to delude ourselves into thinking that the “one-and-a-half-hour-non-stop-you-can’t-take-down-notes-just-listen-to-me lecture” is worth an entire lifetime (and it may feel exactly like that when the students listen to it), when we believe that silence is “gold” and decide to invest one and a half hours of it every classroom session or when we believe that only stupid people ask questions, then we have driven them to their own Ragnarokian universes rather than to corridors of learning. And that is indeed a fate worse than what any “God-mode” button can do.

The computer is truly a powerful tool! But just like the devil’s own little workshop of horrors in an idle mind, it can weave so much more than mere magic in a bored young mind. But the good news is that we can fight fire with fire! Like some Biblical solution of loving your enemies and “thus heaping burning coals on his head,” we can use the computer to our advantage. To maximize its potential in the classroom or even beyond it to allow them to learn more about the message of peace on earth or as recent websites have shown through various 3D artists’ concepts, perhaps even expand the message to the entire universe and beyond… All we need to do is to start with one student, one mind and one spirit! One willing student that will take the message to his brethren and thus create a chain reaction more powerful than any fission bomb ever concocted by either Einstein or Oppenheimer put together. The message is simple: reach one mind with the message of peace and you reach the whole world. A ripple effect, so to speak, that will expand to the water’s edge of war, violence and fear and wash over it all like some Galilean baptism.

Now imagine that number multiplied by forty-five, the exact same number of minds we come into contact with every time we meet one class. And the results alone are beyond comprehension when we see the numbers raised to that power. Summed up in one word the results are INFINITE! We all, therefore, are at crucial crossroads, ones that could very well change the entire way in which we all think, act and interact. With every classroom session held, we have within our grasp the possibility to, if you will pardon my quoting Mr. Michael Jackson, “change the world.” To create ripples within a multitude of minds who in turn will create more ripples of peace that will change lives and better this world which for so long has been in the strangle-hold of violence. Harry Joel Osment, who portrayed an elementary school student with a novel idea in the movie entitled “Pay It Forward,” devised a brilliant idea of changing the world by “paying good for good forward.” It was a brilliant concept that couldn’t have been more applicable than in this case. His character’s formula, which can only be compared to cellular multiplication, was simple: you do good deeds to five persons and in turn those same five persons do good deeds to five more people each and so on and so forth, until you eventually have the entire world doing good to each other. Sounds simple, right? But then again, in theory everything sounds simple. It’s usually in practice where everything begins to unravel. Practice, “the great equalizer,” the one that puts all theories to the trial of fire and makes all that fall short of their capabilities mere slag. How are we then to truly know the potential of such a concept if it forever remains a concept, an idea and an intangible? This then is my challenge to all those who have had their fill of violence and wars, of terror and fear, of oppressors and slave makers… To those who have been given the incomparable and unlimited capacity to reach out to young minds daily, I urge all of them to practice the truest form of peace, by living it and sharing it to the world.

It’s been many years since my giant of a neighbor broke the stone-skipping record, but my thoughts still return to that fateful day. Of how we all gritted our teeth in frustration while watching his flat rock skip to its twelfth splash and the undeniable reality of a record throw that we all knew would never be broken, not then, not ever. And what significant numbers they were, twelve splashes, twelve skips, twelve ripples… Jesus Christ in His desire to change the world chose twelve disciples, twelve simple people, some fishermen, some tax collectors, and yet with these twelve simple people He changed the world and spread the message of peace on earth. In our classrooms we are privileged to have forty-five simple young people, forty-five minds open to the possibility of accepting peace as the best way to change their world, forty-five souls willing to contribute to a future made perfect through peace. With just a one-and-a-half-hour session we can, if we so wish it, break my neighbors stone-skipping record by making ripples in the hearts and minds of forty-five individuals. With one mighty heave we can set the best record for creating ripples of peace. And so what if we have a next door neighbor who can throw one better than us. The results will always be for peace and the promise of a better world. Are we ready? Then I say, “One, two, three, heave….” ©


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